Its driving me insane...I'm gonna die (Ok, not really...)
But, I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS!
Ugh...
Its this feeling in the pit of my stomach, pile driving me, harder each time.
But...But the funny thing about is it, I feel like I'm to lying to myself.
I feel like I know what it is, but I just don't want to admit it.
Why can't I admit it?
Or...Maybe, its not what I think...
The only time...The only time I'm relieved of this pain, or annoyance, is when I took this person...
Anyway, besides that, I guess I'm doing ok.
This is, I'm thinking, is no big deal...